Came across this when I was reading the news online.. How sweet this was.. How many people are able to find and meet this, having their loved ones around to go thru the thicks and thins..

She stood by him even at the lowest, when he was in debt from a failed $1-million business and too poor to buy her a wedding ring. He had incurred the huge debt when his wholesale bread and cake business flopped. But she knew what she was getting herself into, despite families and friends asking her to reconsider and think twice.

Seriously, how many of us are able to do this. Little set-backs and challenges may lead to people quarreling and drifting away. People nowadays let go and move on easily, everything is just a dream. Once you wake up from it, you know its gone so maybe it's true to just enjoy the process.

Just went for a 3 days 2 nights cruise trip.. Its been years since I last went on star cruise lo.. Well should say its not bad.. a short trip out to relax and enjoy, leaving temporary the sudden stress that I have recently (though I dunno why also) in Singapore..

Did nothing really much except for 6 meals a day, which I guess makes me put on more weight.. Had a total of 10 meals in just this short trip lo.. OMG!!! Went in to the casino, but I dun understand anything after staying there for quite some time, so ended up I never play lo.. Brought the kids to the arcade, but again not interested at all so stayed there awhile to accompany the kids then went off for discovery journey around the cruise.. Went for swimming on the Saturday morning, the weather was good, the water was not too cold, its definitely not a wrong choice made.. Went to catch some shows such as little mermaid, comedy and juggling show etc too.. And yeah, I woke up super early and brought Elaine to watch sunrise..

Lets keep things short and look at some pictures taken..

Actually nothing much to update also.. Or perhaps is where should I start?

As usual, been playing and enjoying alot but not studying at all.. opps.. wonder how I going to sit for exams especially its the final year already.. Just got no motivation and discipline to start studying lo.. Brought my books and notes to office, hopefully I will start soon when there is free time at work..

Dunno why felt very very sianz on Monday, just dont feel like doing anything.. even felt like crying lo.. sob sob.. but yeah after having mcspicy meal and a huggies, I'm back to my normal self le.. (I'm like a kid, mac cheers me up!! Heez)

This 2 weeks is just nothing much lo, except for the usual stuff, working and going for classes.. Went to catch a movie, 2 birthday celebrations and also to support Elaine at her swimming silver test.. And bowling with colleagues yesterday lo.. guess thats bout it..

Am I ready to take on whatever that comes ahead?

(1) Studies
For now, I doubt so, coz I am just too lazy to start studying and mugging for exams.. Hopefully, motivation to at least start flipping the notes and books, and also start reading and doing tutorials will come soon.. Its like 3 months into the start of school, and I did nth. OMG.. how am I going to sit for exams next year???

(2) Love
Its something that I have been pondering about.. Since I am no longer with him, sth just seems to be lost.. But I just dunno what this sth is.. Now that I finally manage to start moving on without him anymore.. I just somehow feel I am still not ready.. I am scared that I will be hurt once again..

(3) Work
I'm actually not so afraid or worried about work related stuff.. coz I know that I will always have someone around to guide me along.. especially my oink oink boss and my team of jiejiez including Kane.. Hope even after the movement next year we will still be as strong a team as always..

(4) Family
I dunno what I might need to face and take on any challenges from my family aspect.. But hope everything goes well and smooth for all of us.. All stay healthy and happy, united as one.. Hope Jasmine gets into the Uni of her choice after graduation..

(5) Fun
I am always ready for fun and laughter.. As long as there is fun, there will be me.. =)

Congratulations to Alvin Kor Kor and Irene Jie Jie..
The Wedding of Alvin (v) Doreen:
      - 25 October 2009-

I really dunno what I wan.. or what should I to do..

Should I hold on and wait for his return, his love and his warmth..
Or should I open my heart up and let others come in..
Is he really the one for me..
Or will there be a better one coming my way..
Has everything come to a full stop..
Or is this just a phrase..
Is the story still going on..
Or is everything just a dream, a memory..

How am I going to find a answer to all the questions in mind..
Things are so complicated..
I feel so lost..

What I did this weekend.. Lets see..

Saturday: Was forced by my mummy to wake up early in the morning to prepare to go Mandai Columbarium and Crematorium to pay a respect to my dearest grandfather. This time not many relatives were able to make it and I represented all my cousins to pay our respect. Was sitting down on the bench waiting and there was flash back of the times when he was with me. He brought me up, walked me to school early morning when I misses my school bus carrying my school bag for me, cooked for me etc.. Misses the times he calls me 'san mao' cause I had little hair when I was born.

Came home for lunch after that and then brought my youngest sister to City Hall for the sister's meet up. Sat down at the TCC to discuss about the wedding plans and duties and also the gate crushing. Waiting to see my cousin and his brothers at the gate crushing, their expression etc before they are able to get the bride. Hehez. Evil Grin :P Headed back home to slack after that.

Sunday: Went AMK park to run this morning. It was super hot la, cause I went at around 10am. Went to AMK hub to shop awhile after my breakfast at KFC. Suppose to stay at home to study today, but it ended up with me slacking once again, packing up my table, dying hair for my grandma and watching TV. Made Konnyaku Jellies in the afternoon and also tried baking banana cake in the evening. (Thats the result of not going out, I will create a mess at home..haha)